Esra Erdogan

i am getting my fashion concept together for my upcoming 25th year, um i mean the 4th anniversary of my 21st bday.


rick owens jacket (or reasonable facsimile, such as an all saints jacket who will not let you copy paste the pictures from their site, hmm)


something from rudi gernreich, in particular i want a knit skirt suit



some shirts from kain cos they are modal/silk blend which is now my favorite blend for t-shirts

see
but $80 for a shirt?


they're so crappy goth/abner doubleday stylee. point of order: did you know that's the new hip thing amongst scenesters, is to like wear very antique clothes and collect taxidermied animals? they would chuckle at my joke whilst sipping sidecars and sazeracs and stroking their jaunty moustaches.

also i did end up at the thrift store today and i found a really nice paisley 3/4 sleeve 50s dress. i think the 50s are probably the decade i fit into best, all 3/4 sleeves, tight wrists, small waists, and full skirts. i'm no good at 20s clothes, my hips are too big.

OH ALSO i just have to write this down b4 i forget, i came up with a really good idea for a story which i will not share with you, that's how good it is. i'm not good at stories anymore so i'm excited about this one!! when i option it to james cameron you can read it then!!

i'm off the birth control and i feel really strange. light-headed and feverish. now i am drinking meyer lemon water and i feel a bit better. don't let the lemon apologists try and fool you, they taste just like regular lemons.

i went to j crew to get that top but it is not worth $98 on this or any planet. i don't even think it's worth $50. perhaps $29.99. if something is not made of cashmere it is not worth $100. all i got was a surprise bag from sanrio for my little sis, i want to open it REAL BAD

i went to this job interview and i think it went ok. would you be impressed if someone told you you took japanese "for fun"? maybe i should have said, "to get ahead in today's ever changing market". i emailed him a thank you and he emailed me right back, that has never happened to me before. i mean they ignore your thank yous. bleh all i want for christmas is a new job. and a repaired cv axle.

i got the job with mac cosmetics! i'm so excited to start monday. i have the rest of the week off until then so i'm using the free two weeks my roommate got me at bally's every day. i get to take a pilates class for free tomorrow! i want to start making enough $$ that i can join there.

igss they are putting together an unfair espn documentary about fsu and how they let people with learning disabilities on the football team and idk whatever. the thrust of what i'm getting at is that this is the email sent from espn to the athletic director asking if the university president will give an interview. (emphasis added)


Hi,

Hope all is well. I wanted to place an interview request for TK Wetherall on ESPN's Outside The Lines show on Sunday 12/13 at 9am ET. We are going to have a feature documenting the way by which FSU admits substandard students into the school to play sports. We will discuss how much the FSU situation is widespread and doesn't the win at all costs mentality compromise academics. I know Reporter Tom Farrey reached out regarding Mr. Wetherall but I just wanted to extend the offer again.

Ideally we would like to do this interview on camera. Bob Ley is hosting.

Thanks in advance for your assistance and looking forward to hearing from you.


Jamila Phillips
ESPN Talent Producer
860-766-9084
Jamila.D.Phillips@espn.com

this is why i'm upset about money all the time, because i am intelligent and some asshole who can't even write a coherent sentence probably makes more money than god. at least they make more money than i do.